arg. im so ticked. im ticked about everything and nothing. arg. im ticked about silly things like money, but im trying to find something to actually be ticked at and i cant so im venting. no one reads this except people that know me so here we go. if you want you can skip this post, i just have to let it out. #1. money. AAAAAHHHHH!! why is money necessary to live? i cant find a job, the nova show that i did to raise money made me $150. i spent $900 on it. was that dumb? yes. was it worth it? no.
#2. boys. i hate boys, they are sooooo unflattering. not that im vain or anything, but i got told the other day that i was unattractive. ouch! he was no looker himself. you know, i figured i was normal, but ugly? ggggggrrrrrr...... so right now, i don't prefer there company, and it was not just that ether, i have been getting a few of those kind of comments lately. not quite to that caliber, but still it ouch. i feel like what the heck am i doing thinking i can be a model? i don't even know how much i want to pursue it in the first place, just until i get more acting stuff, you don't have to be pretty to do that. see isn't that really silly stuff to be mad at? please don't leave any comments, i don't want comfort cuz i know im being immature, just venting
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